Sorry, I was meant to save that as a draft so I could come back to it later. Was a bit tired of writing. I’m still figuring out tumblr, you see. So where was I? Oh yes.
So I often find myself bored. I sit there and an hour or two flies past as I do something nonsensical such as stare at my…
that it would stop raining. There are occasionally sunny spells, but nothing that dampens your spirit like the cold and heavy rain of depression.
Wait a minute.
Wait a minute.
I see rainbows. 
That I had a blog where absolutely no-one knew me in real life. I might make one under an alias or something. Sometimes I just want to write things but I can’t. I probably could and no-one irl would care much, but it’s more a case of I don’t want to.
Anyway… I’m going to try and not undersleep or not oversleep. 9 hours is optimum right?
G’night tumblr.
Honestly, I know this is ironic coming from me, you shouldn’t care. C’mon guy, just write what you want. That’s the point. Everyone’s entitled to an opinion, and to say what they want, so nobody should have a problem. Why publicise your thoughts and opinions and so on, when you’re so cautious of who would read it? You need to stop thinking like that and just do it. It’s the manly way John. The manly way.
Oh Peter! I missed you so!
I cried when I saw Shadow coming up that hill.
(via jay-aaaargh-finished)
I absolutely hate and detest the Japanese mentality and attitude. I’ve witnessed it in various mediums that I’ve experienced that originated in Japan (ie Japanese vidya games).
While I don’t hate the individuals uniquely, because there’s no reason to hate that twelve year old whose being told this or that adult that got along with me one time and was a great guy. No, I just hate them collectively for the generalised mindset and attitude that they infer. Fuck.
The worst part is how it won’t be going away. It only grows. I’ve seen their politicians and how much of a collective group of cunts and asshats they are, and they are fucked in the head, hypocritical, and so insanely self serving, one would think that they were worse than the US politicians. And that’s fucking saying something after what I saw at SOPA.
They’re just so elitist. I remember being overwhelmed by how cool and unique Japanese appeared, before that utopian image was shattered by the dystopian reality of a country that solely exists to copy, bitch and moan about how they’re superior, and breed in the fucking schools the most xenophobic attitudes to the world ever. And don’t get me started on how fucked they are in regards to their ‘The nail that stands out must be hammered in’ ideology. It’s fucking dumb.
2011 was a dreadful year! There were natural disasters, Christmas cost me a lot of money, and some bad things that I remember happened. Fucking hell.
Fuck 2011. Seriously.
2012 is obviously going to be better. I mean, natural disasters can still happen just like the did this year, but surely I can be optimistic and say they’ll be better natural disasters. Like a hurricane in Ethiopia that happens to bring a lot of fresh food and water onto the land. That would be brilliant!
I have an incomprehensibly and unsubstantiated claim that 2012 will be better, with little justification and all because the bad memories are the ones that stick most because I’m a depressing bastard.
Really. 2012 will be much better! In fact, this time next year we’ll all be millionaires.
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A track dedicated to iJustine of Apple Store dancing, E3 and Let’s Play fame.